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Understanding Meltdowns

11/27/2020

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By Clara H
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Meltdowns might be one of the most difficult things that caregivers of those on the spectrum have to deal with. They are for me too. They're just as confusing for the person who's having the meltdown. I know because I've been on both sides. Don't worry, I am here to provide you with as much guidance as I can. I'm not a professional, but none of us really are. If we come together as a community, we can make challenging moments a bit easier one step at a time.

What are meltdowns?

These may look like a tantrum from the outside, but if you look at it from the perspective of your loved one, they are different. I think the main thing that separates the two is what causes them. 
Tantrums are a way of expressing anger. For instance, when a child cries because they can't eat ice cream for lunch.
A meltdown happens when a person feels overwhelmed. Like maybe, they are surrounded by too many people.
Well, can't an overwhelming situation cause someone to be angry? Yes, but I still would think of that as a meltdown. As I said before, it's what triggers them to feel that way in the first place. 

How can I recognize a meltdown?

You might not be able to tell if your child is having a meltdown or a tantrum. It can be hard sometimes. Ask yourself what could have made the person act this way. Think about what happened earlier that day. It may not necessarily be what happened right before they got upset. It could be something that happened hours ago, but they didn't fully process it until later. 

Tears and screams are not the only way a meltdown could look. Sometimes the person may not cry or shout at all. 
For me, this started happening more as I got older. As a kid, I would usually cry to express my frustration. Over time, I started doing it in other ways. 
​Here are some things that I do when going through a meltdown:
  • Rock back and forth
  • Cover my face with my hands
  • Plug my ears
  • Hum (not in any tune)
  • Breath heavily 
To sum it up for you, meltdowns seem to appear like the person is in a panic.

How should I help?

Most importantly, stay calm. Freaking out will not help and could make things worse. They may feel like they are in trouble, which will scare them. They may not be able to control what is happening to them. It's like their bodies are forcing them to be in this state.

Please help them get to a separate place. Preferably somewhere quiet, away from people, and doesn't have strong smells or bright lights. It's good for them to get out of the room that was making them feel uncomfortable so they can feel safe and avoid embarrassment. 

Everyone's meltdowns are different. Depending on the person and on the situation also depends on what may help them the most. The next suggestions I'm going to give you are things that have worked in my own experiences. Please keep in mind that they may not all be successful for every single person reading this. 

One thing that helps me is pressure. This could be putting a weighted blanket or a big beanbag over me.
My dog's bed is quite large, and recently I've been putting that on my legs. That may seem funny, but for some reason, it instantly makes me feel better. 
​Some people like tight jackets or long hugs. 

Listening to music also helps me calm down. When the weather is nice, I like to put on my headphones and go on a walk. It makes me forget about what's going on in reality.

What kinds of methods have worked for you or your loved one? Maybe in your situation, stress balls or sitting in a dark room helps. Whatever it may be, let me know in the comment section.

What do meltdowns feel like?

From my perspective, meltdowns feel as if I am being controlled. It's like I have transformed into a puppet that starts when I'm feeling overwhelmed.
I can sense it taking over my body.
I never know how quickly I could reshape into something I'm not.
If the process is slow, then it is easier to getaway. 
On the other hand, if it happens fast, I can have little to no time at all to take back the power.
Once I'm in no control of myself, I scream and cry because of fear as I struggle to fight it off.
I can't get rid of it by myself.
Someone or something needs to "cut the strings" so the imaginary puppeteer can no longer force me to do things. 

​Because meltdowns can vary from person to person, I decided to reach out to other people on the spectrum. I asked them how they would describe what a meltdown feels like from their perspective.

​Here are some of the responses I got:
“An unexplainable fire burning inside me. I can’t understand it, can’t do anything about it, my actions become independent from my mind.”
​
― Mari P
"I feel like my mind wants to explode but can’t. I feel trapped with that feeling making it so much harder for me to calm down.”
​― Charlie D
“It’s like a fire drill with sirens and chaos, but instead of a bunch of kids running out the door, my sanity does.”
​― Holly N
“Gravity gains force and oxygen evaporates; lights become blinding and words quit making sense.”
― Lulü J
“Like my brain is going to break. My computer is overloaded and it's shutting down. The system is tired of thinking.”
― Jane B
“I'm full of static.  My body is fizzing over because there's so much sensory traffic. I can't keep anything in anymore.” 
― Caroline R
“I feel and hear everything at the same volume. Suddenly, I can even feel the skin on my bones and hear the lights buzz.”
― Alaina S
“It's like I am slowly crawling out of my skin, or maybe, I will be bursting out rapidly depending on the day.” 
― Justine L

​Do you like the quotes I added explaining meltdowns from other points of views? If so, I can do the same thing with future projects.

I can say much more on meltdowns, but for now I hope you have gained a better understanding of them. This is not the last you will hear me speak about the topic.

Sign up for my monthly newsletters by clicking here so you can get free access to 20 more quotes from people on the autism spectrum describing what meltdowns feel like to them. 
Photo by Arwan Sutanto on Unsplash
6 Comments
Sarah link
11/28/2020 07:44:39 pm

Great article thank for sharing. Emotional meltdowns can be very distressing. Staying calm is hard for a caregiver but the most important strategy.

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Clara (Author)
12/1/2020 05:49:30 pm

Thank you for your kind words.

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Sara James link
11/28/2020 10:20:32 pm

It's a very helpful post for people who are having, siblings, kids, cousins, and friends on the spectrum. You are right; something somewhere triggers the stim, and the person started to have a meltdown. . My blog is also raising awareness about ASD. Thanks, for sharing your experience in such detail.

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Clara (Author)
12/1/2020 05:51:05 pm

I appreciate your support! Glad to see more people educating others about autism.

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Suzanne Hale
12/1/2020 12:46:53 pm

I really enjoyed learning about the differences between tantrums and meltdowns. I liked that you included quotes from other people on this topic and I think you should do more of that.

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Clara (Author)
12/1/2020 05:52:58 pm

Thank you for your feedback! Much appreciated.

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